"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."
-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Today i felt so much hurt when i talked to my home girl stumbled with so much grief and despair. How does it feel to be expecting something for years being led on when you could reroute your life and progress the way you really want to go? Its better to be known what is the real score than making believe of some lies.
What happen if you completely devote yourself to someone for years and after that it was just a sham and one day he will just broke your heart and say goodbye? What if one day your world will tell you "my heart grown cold! but i love you goodbye? what i love you but goodbye? that's insane. My friend said what if refresh means farewell forever? men am so hurt why women suffers more than men?
Millions of heart bleeds because of some promises that never been kept, promises to love and to hold but at the end its just a desperate farewell and tears. A friend who love sincerely and just being played by time and some heartless individual.
As what i said i could not decide because am not on their shoes but maybe they just need sometimes to find themselves and grow. Sometimes we are blinded and can not read between the lines because we tried to be denial of some truth even if we are wounded inside we still try to show a smile and say i am fine.
All i wish to her is to get up and realize and say " i love myself more, i got family to think of and if this love is not mean to be then so be it"!!!! he don't deserve me then. what do u think folks do we need to die and grow old hopelessly because someone leave us behind?